X-7 part 3

X-7 part 2

never ending story : friendship :)

11 September 2011

nightmare

tau nightmare? pernah mengalaminya, ngga?
kayaknya semua orang pernah, deh, ya.
nightmare yang aku alami, semuanya berasal dari kesalahan aku sendiri. Semuanya berawal dari awal kelas 9. Aku terlalu santai. Aku kurang belajar. Setiap hari, aku pasti pulang sore. Main dulu di sekolah sama temen-temen. Begitu sampai rumah, cape. Cuma sempet ngerjain PR habis itu langsung tidur. ngga belajar. Ngerjain PR juga ngga semua selesai. ada yang bolong 1 atau 2 nomor. Hasilnya? nilai ngga maksimal. Tapi aku tetep cuek. Pas UN juga aku terlalu santai belajarnya. Ngga serius sama sekali. Dan akhirnya? Hasilnya buruk. Buruk banget. Sangat ngga sesuai dengan apa yang aku harapkan. Yang aku bisa lakukan cuma nangis. Dan berdoa semoga masih ada SMA negeri yang mau terima NEM segitu. Akhirnya aku kedepak dari pilihan 1 dan diterima di pilihan 2. Setiap hari, sepulang sekolah, aku selalu nangis. Aku belom bisa terima aku kedepak. Tiap hari aku selalu nagis dan curhat sama teman2 SMP tentang sekolah yang baru.
Dari situ aku belajar. Ngga ada gunanya aku nangis terus. Ini kesalahan aku. Dan aku sendiri yang harus tanggung jawab. Sekarang aku pengen bangkit. Dan semoga bisa, ya. -amin- :)

photo studio

photo studio with DELLA KARLINDA, ARSY NOVAN, LINGGA DIBRATA, RESI AYU, WINDI WIJAYA, and FIRLI ALVENA. Thanks, guys *big hug*

westlife-flying without wings

[Shane:]
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Westlife-Shadows

Mornings after
Still lingers
Just waking up
I see a shadow of you
Making breakfast for two
I go driving
Past our place and
I see this girl walk by
I smell her perfume
For a moment I wish it was you
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin' to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes

Chorus:
But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how we were
Of how it was
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Four months gone
I can't feel you
I don't understand it
Where did you go?
I hate that you're all that I know
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes

Chorus

You couldn't love me
So why won't you leave me
Shadows
Alone is the only place I want to be
I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how to love
I've had enough
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough
Your shadows
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Your shadows

Westlife-Forever

[All:]
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

[Bryan:]
You are the sun,
You are my light,
And you're the last thing on my mind,
Before I go to sleep at night,
You're always round,
When I'm in need,
When trouble's on my mind,
You put my soul at ease,

There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,

[All:]
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

[Shane:]
We've had our fun,
We've made mistakes,
But who'd have guessed along that road,
We'd learn to give and take,
It's so much more than I could have dreamed,
Cause you make loving you, so easy for me,

There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,

[All:]
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

[Shane:]
And girl I pray you leave me, never,

[Mark:]
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart,

[All: (Mark:)]
I'll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, (took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, (you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
And I'll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, (you took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, (you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You - Westlife

Nicky:
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Shane:
Our dreams are young and we both know
They’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you
Mark lead + all:
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Kian:
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
Shane:
So come with me and share the view
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you
Mark lead + all:
Nothing’s going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of, I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing’s going to change my love for you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love…fade

cafe halaman

buka bersama 9 Hilarious tercintaaa di cafe halaman tanggal 24 Agustus 2011. thank you Hilarious :)

BFF ;)

tau sahabat? kita semua pasti ingin punya sahabat. karena bersama sama sahabat kita bisa melakukan banyak hal. hang out, curhat, dsb. walaupun terkadang sahabat itu nyebelin, tapi itu termasuk kenangan kecil yang bisa kita kenang terus. :) coba kita mulai mencari sahabat dari sekarang.

terharu

kelas 9 itu menurutku masa yang paling berat. selain karena harus berjuang buat ujian akhir, masa masa kelas 9 itu masa yang paling menyenangkan. masa masa yang gabisa terulang lagi.
saat aku kelas 9, banyak banget kenangan kecil yang udah dikasih sama teman teman terbaikku. mulai sari pas tanggal 4 April sampai pas hang out setelah acara pelepasan. tapi yang paling berkesan itu saat teman2 ku memberikan hadiah ulang tahun untukku dan saat kita nonton bareng2.
sekarang, yang ada tinggal memori tentang kejadian2 asik bareng mereka yang masih ada dan terekam jelas di otak aku. dan sekarang, aku jadi sering nangis kalau ingat masa masa itu. mengingat keadaan aku bagaimana sekarang (nalangsa dikit) hahahhahaha..
tapi walau pisah, kita semua tetap berteman baik. walaupun sekarang sudah dapa tema baru masing2, tapi kita tetep ngga mau ngelupain memori2 itu..

Second Time Around-Lady GaGa

Oh oh oh yeah
Babe

Last time I thought we have this talk
Boy you were getting ready to leave
I thought baby you were done
Cause for a while you could barely look at me.

This time I thought that we`d be fine
That I`d forget the things that you said
I tried crossing out your words

But baby you can not forget the past (x2)
Still baby

Chorus:
I’m so unpredictable
you don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder the second time around

Im so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder
the second time around (x2)

We tried going back to Joe’s
That always was our favourite place
Long rides baby by the coast
Do you remember where we stayed

Last time we were hanging out
You were acting kind of strange
Now it’s the second time around
I’m sorry now it’s me that feels this way
Its me that feels this way, babe

I know you are the one that is hurt

Chorus:

I’m so unpredictable
You don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder the second time around

Im so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder
the second time around


I`m not sure the best way to say this
But I can’t pretend to love you no more babe
This ferris wheel`s got me crazy
Maybe the second time around is not meant for us babe
Not mean for us babe yeah!

food & drink

sebelum puasa, puas puasin dulu masak.. hahahahahah =))

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meeeen! paling males, dah kalo udah di sms isinya kayak begitu.. ih! pengen nonjok abeeeeiss! -_______________________-" bukan urusan banget dah! HIH!(-o¬_¬)--o(✗_✗) щ(ºдºщ) (-o¬_¬)--o(✗_✗). terlalu bertele-tele, mendayu dayu, ga jelas, ga pasti, maju munduur! ih! kesel! pengecut abis! WHOAAAAAAAAA! pengen nonjookk!

wah

hari ini nyari arm cover ke factory outlet. ternyata disana ngga ada arm covernya. yaudah.. karena aku juga ada janji sama temen2, aku diem dulu di factory outlet sambil nungguin mereka. lumayan, lah disana aku liat2 baju lucu2. pas ke bagian kaos2 cewe, aku ngeliat baju tanpa lengan gitu (sejenis tanktop gitu,dah). lucu banget itu baju! warnanya putih gading terus ada corak bunga2 warna merah. alhasil karena udah kecantol ni mata, yaudah aku beli(dasar cewe). (kan judulnya aku lagi punya duit abis gajian. lagi gak bokek gitu,dah) hahahaha.. ternyata aku baru ngarasa sekarang. beli barang yang kita suka pake uang hasil jerih payah sendiri itu rasanya puaass banget. dan jadinya ngga terlalu ngerepotin orang tua. aku juga jadi tau gimana rasanya kerja (yang ternyata kerja itu capek, ya?) plus aku juga jadi tau kalau nyari uang itu ternyata susah banget. ga ada gampang2 nya.
yang intinyaaa : coba, deh sesekali kalian beli barang yang kalian suka pake uang hasil jerih payah sendiri. rasanya tuh itu barang yang kalian anggep lucu, jadi tambah lucu. dan kalian bakalan jadi ngerasa puass banget. percaya, deh;) selain itu, kalian juga bisa ngeringanin beban orang tua. karena kalian udah bisa beli barang yang kalian inginkan tapi pake uang sendiri. ga pake minta ke orang tua dulu. walaupun barang itu sebenernya harganya murah. try it ;)

my first BFF

cewek cantik sebelah ku iniii adalah sahabat pertamaaa akuu.. \(‾▿‾\)┌(_o_)┐ (/‾▿‾)/ \(´▽`)/ kita pertama ketemu waktu masuk TK.. dan kita sahabatan gara gara oreo (taukan biskuit oreo?)hahahahahha

X-7

X-7. kelas atau kayaknya lebih tapat kalo dibilang keluarga di SMAN 18 Bandung ini berisi 43 orang (harusnya ada 1 orang lagi) yang gokil,asik,ramah, dan baik semuaa... \(‾▿‾\)┌(_o_)┐ (/‾▿‾)/ \(´▽`)/ *ditunggu lagi buat kenangan lainnya, yaa X-7 ;)*

sejarah singkat (?)

bumi itu bulat atau BIB adalah nama buat sekolompok orang2 asik,baik,gokil,ramah, dan rameeee benget yang terdiri dari 5 cewek (termasuk sayaa) dan satu cowok dan cuma ada di SMPN 5.. =))
semuanya awalnya dari nginep plus movie marathon di rumah salah satu teman tercinta kamiii... pas mau pulang, kita main UNO. naaah.. pas disitu, kita semua menang dan kalahnya gantian. daann.. munculah kata "bumi itu bulat" dengan slogan "kadang diatas kadang dibawah" hahah

*yaapp.. kira2 begitulah sejarah singkatnya. hahahhahahaha*

where we belong-westlife

Being interviewed by somebody,
In the hotel lobby,
She says where do you come from,
Now i really like to talk about it,
But if you write it,
Please don't get it wrong,
Mum said you should always aim high,
Do it again with the glint in his eye,
She would never lie,

And now we're 4 years on,
Feels like we've just begun,
Never forget this is were we belong,
Everytime that we talk about movin on,
It turns into a song,
Coz together were strong,
Like the place we come from,
This is were we belong,

Next question,
But ive heard this one before
No were not about to stop (no no)

So let me ask you something
When you got something as good,
Tell me why would we give up?

Mum said you should always aim high,
Do it again with the glint in his eyes,
She would never lie,

And now we're 4 years on,

Feels like we've just begun,
Never forget this is were we belong,
Everytime that we talk about moving on,
It turns into a song,
Coz together were strong,
Like the place we come from,
This is were we belong,

Last question,
Now I've really got to go,
To the next time, Yeah yeah


And now we're 4 years on,
Feels like we've just begun,
Never forget this is were we belong,
Everytime that we talk about moving on,
It turns into a song,
Coz together were strong,
Like the place we come from,
This is were we belong,
And now we're 4 years on,
Feels like we've just begun,
Never forget this is were we belong,
Everytime that we talk about moving on,
It turns into a song,
Coz together were strong,
Like the place we come from,
This is were we belong.

cinta pada pandangan pertama (?)

jadi gini, nih ceritanyaaa...
taun lalu, aku sama ibu pergi ke hotel horizon nengok saudara yang lagi dikarantina disana. pas nyampe, cipika cipiki duluu sambil nongkrong di kafenya dulu sebentar abis itu langsung ke bagian belakang hotel. ke tempat buat dinner nya. pas di sana, aku nanya sama mba nisa "mba? dari sekolah mba berapa orang yg kesini?" terus dijawab "5 orang. yang cowok cuma 1. namanya *piiiiip*" "ooooh" kata aku. ga lama, dari dalem hotel, ada cowo berkacamata super ganteng bin tinggi banget yang nyamperin sodaraku. terus mereka kayak ngbrol gitu yaaah sekitar 30 detik, dah. abis itu sodaraku ngomong "itu,tuh yang namanya *piiiiiip*" oh my.. ternyata itu, toh temen sodaraku.. GANTEEEENG! meeen! serius ga boong binti jujur.. ganteng sumpah, dah!. dari situ aku mulai ngeceng si *piiiiip*. aku mulai nyari fb nya, data-data tentang dia, dah pokonya. ngebet banget kayaknya aku tuh. pengen tau banget. abis ganteeeng!
beberapa minggu kemudian, aku baru tau kalau dia itu kristen! beda agama.. disitu aku langsung melempem (kueh, kali) langsung ilfeel beraaat! plus rasa kecewa yg menyertai.. ahkkh... kenapa aku ga nyadar dari awal! yaah.. batal, deh ngeceng.. *ceritanya agak ngga peting dan udah sekitar 1-2 tahun gitu. cuman ini tuh gada kerjaan. huahahhahahah*

BFF :)

farewell 7d'most natural :)

friends :)

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